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(Sunday, February 27, 2005-)
+2/27/2005 11:59:00 PM]*
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im just sad. again.
dun know why.
sometimes things really seem messy all.
what am i thinking.
love u baby*
you got me hiding under my bed
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(Friday, February 25, 2005-)
+2/25/2005 09:32:00 PM]*
# like how now?-
Hi people. I haven been blogging. This is bad. Finally I have time to sit down and blog and think about what Ive been doing for the past few months. But when I do, it all doesn't seem to make perfect sense. How do you make perfect sense of a few months worth of events in one entry? I guess not. There's alot I want to say. Alot I want to apologise for. For starters, JONNY ...jonny jonny jonny..im so sorrie. Haven been around for you too much. U must have been asking where i was when u needed me all to talk to right? Im so so sorry, i feel that i owe you the greatest apology. Coz u've always been around to hear me out and i think i let you down. Last times pple thought we had something going on. BUT NO...there wasn't at all. But now honestly, there's little going on. [eh not tt way ah, i got les ah pple], but u know..our friendship way. And to be honest with you, Im dun know what i can reallie do all. I mean, im reallie quite frustrated. I miss ya. Honest.
Then it's like all the rest of you too. Im sorry i haven been around enough. But the singles thing sometimes get into my brains. Makes me feel attached pple are craps all. Gets me down all when i get less of shalu or mabel going.."eh, tml wear black huh?". Now no more. Sorry guys. if u all think i mean it bad tell me k. Now not alot i hear frm u all. I know partly my fault la, but sometimes like no one cares tt much alrey. And u know wad. I really love u all to da max...so like i feel kinda shitty. even "to the max" also learn frm mabel. Next time mabel u copyright k, we always learn frm u all the funny funny expressions.wish i could give u all a *big hug*
O man..ok..i stop saying all da sad sad la.
les les baby, thanks for all da stuff you put up with sometimes. Im glad you've been understanding all the while. muack* Love u.
so like if anyone wanna sms me to tell me ur opinions, u can look for wendy under ur phone book and send me love or hate mail. I try to accomodate k?
you got me hiding under my bed
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I'm usually happy to help you.
But im much too emotional
so I can get pissy and upset
basically moodswings are my thing
tho i'm doing my bit
and trying to save the universe
by stopping my bad behaviour
you dont have to understand me if you don't want to
I don't ask for that
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